MOVE ON?

Before you read this post let me tell you this actually my old post

Well, I never post this but I write this around a year and a half before now,

Just want to inform you that so that no one will judge that I couldn't move through my lastest breakup. 

First Date

Well, Inspirited by my friend who are really nervous to go to her first date, I started to remember all my first date, how is it happen, how I stress I was, how I dress & make up.

Right before your first date, you will feel it,   stressed out.

Maybe, I already had a bunch of first date(LOL, I'm not so proud of this), and everytime I had my first date, I always nervous. I don't know what to wear, I don't know how to act, I don't know what to talk about, technically,  I'm not really a nice, humble or warm person in my first date.

One of my ex told me that the first time he met me (our first date) I'm not even a close to my real self. "Oh my god, I almost give up on you that time" He said so cause I almost didn't speak a word.

But, One of others , He can make me so comfortable, humble, talkactive, basicly, I just being so my self around him, maybe because It's not our first met, but our first date after a longlong time never met and talk.

First date is always be something, you may forget someone, but the butterfly at your firstdate, you will never forget it.

And, What I want to talk about here is, some tips on your first date. I'm not an expert, I just share what I know and what I thought about those first date.

So, get ready to hear what I thought you should do and don't in your first date :

It's just me or everyone can see this world is changing?
Just like the year, one end and one begin,
Life Cycle should work in the same way too.

Well, that's what I believe before

Till I got it now,
there's some phase where it's not just end and begin just like that
There's some phase when everything stop, to think.
So those end and begin will work in the way it should be.

I hate when some good things ended (well I believe everyone do so)
But it's not always pretty when it's start.
Life isn't always rainbow and butterfly they said
There's always a rain before rainbow
But there's always an art in heartache
There always an If of a Life

It's not a heartache
It's just a post trauma
You just think you have it,
But you don't
So you can't over it.

Thank you for letting me understand
Through all the darkest days I always had lately
Thank you for bringing back the light 
I was the one who turn off the light,
And you're the reason why
But You're the one who give me the flashlight

I miss you...
She write those words in a piece of paper
She got nothing on her mind
Her un-peaceful mind
But she just keep writing it over and over again
She letting him go
She don't know why
She always want him to stay.
She don't know where to go
or even what to do.
She just sit there and staring.
She staring to her past, her mistake.
She has one serious problem
She blame her self for everything happen
She cry, every night.
She think of him
She want to move on or move away
but none of that happen
And he don't care.

Tentang Kamu

Aku tidak akan menangis karena sesuatu telah berakhir, tapi aku akan tersenyum karena sesuatu itu pernah terjadi

-Sri Ningsih-

Mungkin kalimat itu adalah kalimat yang paling mudah di ingat dan berarti dari buku ini. Buku ini menceritakan tentang seseorang dengan karakter yang sangat ajaib. menunjukan tentang adanya kekuatan akan kesederhanaan. Menggambarkan sebuah pemikiran yang kompleks dengan gambaran yang sangat sederhana.

Zaman Zulkarnaen, tokoh utama dalam novel, seorang pegawai firma hukum Thomson &Co.. Aku bukan orang dengan latar belakang dunia hukum, kenyataannya aku tidak pernah mengerti tentang dunia Hukum, tapi novel ini menggambarkan keadaan dengan jelas dan membuat pembaca sangat mendalami dan seolah mengerti konflik yang terjadi. In simple word aku yang tadinya nggak tau kerjaan pengacara, apa itu firma hukum dan apa yang mereka lakuin mendadak seolah-olah mengerti dan bisa bisanya terpancing emosi dalam mbaca buku ini.

Novel ini menceritakan tentang tokoh yang telah meninggal dunia, Sri Ningsih, ia lah pemilik karakter yang bersahaja, karakternya akan membuat semua orang berdecak kagum. Entah bagaimana novel ini bisa menjadikan orang yang tidak ada (sudah meninggal) menjadi suatu center focus pada novel ini.

Alur yang di pilih adalah alur maju mundur, Zaman mencari tahu tentang kehidupan Sri ningsih yang telah meninggal dengan modal pengetahuan tempat Sri meninggal, yaitu Panti Jompo di dekat menara Eifel. Tidak hanya menyusul ke paris, Zaman juga mengejar masalalu Sri hingga negeri asal mereka (Sri dan Zaman berasal dari negara yang sama) Indonesia.

Jam Tangan Mati

Karya: Azalia Talitha Zahra