18 Agustus 2020

 Do you still love me?

"With all my heart"

"You want to leave?"

"Do we even have a future together? Do you ever say you want the rest of your life with me?"

"Of course. What are you gotta say?"

"Hah." I'm a little tingled, "After all this time? Really? After all the way you plan your marriage with your future wife? After all the story of your lovely child? Not ours, you always say yours, or mine. You always talk like we're just a break up soon couple, we're just doing all this shit temporary. And it's hurt me. So much. I just didn't say that. It's cut me deep. You tell me every single thing you want, but you never involve me in it. It's always feels like you didn't want me. And you want to know the worse part? That you never notice. After all this year, you never get who I am."