18 September 2018

"I thought you want to leave him"
"Yes, I did too.. I was so sure 'till I cry my self all night, Feels like all of this will never be work the same. I prepare my self to those biggest lost of my life."
"And then why you change your mind?"
"I'm not change my mind, My feeling concours me, just in a blink of an eye, his eye, I couldn't resist, it makes me want to try again, again, and again.. Even if it's kills me.. all of sudden he become my world, my world that tear me apart, but still... I'll have no where to live except my world."