1 Oktober 2018

thankyou, sorry and good bye

- I felt guilty as fuck.
*Why? You didn't do anything wrong, not even one step of you are wrong.
- What if he just being his self? What if he's hurt now? What if he hates me?
* And so what? you hurt too, don't you remember?
- I guess I forgot how hurt it felt. I think I just cared too much about him.
- I want to leave him a message, it's a thankyou and sorry message?
* Seriously? For what? He is the one who should say it.
- Please, this time... Let me believe in my self. All this time, I always hear all of you saying things and make me un-do what I really want to do. Can you once understand me? Your comments always matter to me, why can't you at least once try to understand me.